[I'm British, this is how we spell apologise, deal with it]
I apologise
But I'm the only one who knows quite what I've
Done
And I'm the only one who sees what I've
Become
I apologise
For all the words I pulled out of your
Mouth
And all the secrets I forced you to spill
Out
Never again
Oh, I apologise
For every single moment I've acted a bit
Cold
And for every idiot fucking little lie I've
Told
Well I promise not to hurt you
But I can't promise to love you any more
But I still do
Cos you're standing there
With your dark-dyed hair
How could I resist?
The pull of my heart
When everything's so dark
And I can't accept the answer but I still
Ask the question
Well I'm sorry
I ever tried to ask you for
Advice
Or when I tried to hold you in my arms
I shake
I'm sorry
For breaking the most expensive and fragile
Things
Like my mind and my heart and my soul and I cannot
Begin
Oh
I'm sorry
For ruining my emotions and your
Life
It's all that I can do
To stop myself from killing you
Unsure why, but I
I still do
Cos you're standing there
With your dark-dyed hair
How could I resist?
The pull of my heart
When everything's so dark
And I can't accept the answer but I still
Ask the question
Oh
I apologise for ever being born
And I apologise for growing up into such an awful mess
I will apologise for turning into myself
I apologise
For falling
In love
With you and my hatred
I apologise
For being alive
I apologise.
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